Now I know how it feels

Yeap . I exactly know that feeling . The feeling of having your celebrity crush just to yourself . got it ?

Well , korang mesti ade celebrity crush tersendiri kaann ? One Direction , The Wanted , Taylor Swift , Shaheizy Sam , Justin Bieber . . just whoever .

No wonder selama ni , bila cakap pasal 1D , Shirah seems to avoid it . mcm tak suka bila org lain ckp pasal her fav band tu . eventhough aku mmg ikhlas minat dorang jugak . The truth is , mmg aku rasa "eleh minah ni , 1D bukan kau punya sorang." wow , im being so direct :p hehe . well , tu yg aku rasa pun . So , bila nk cerita pasal 1D pun aku rasa tak sedap bila nk fangirling ngan dia .

Benda lain jadi when i shared story with sonii about Justin . Eventhough we both love him to the max , but it's fun for us . you know , like we have something in common to share . It is fun .

Tapi aku tak salahkan Shirah . Now i know what she feels . Bak kata seberang , "Gue tau persis apa yg dia rasa" ceyhh . penangan 'Bayu Cinta Luna' . kay kay , back to the point .

Actually , imma HUGE fan of BETO KUSYAIRY . c'mon ! im sure you know him .

Yeahh , that awesome guy . Heh . dulu dia tak berapa nk menonjol sgt . Im happy to be one of his 'first' fan . And now , lepas Istanbul Aku Datang n stuff , he's becoming more n more popular . bila aku search his name kat twitter , pergh , byk gila tweet fangirling . And seriously , aku rasa tak sedap . Jealousy occur . Rasa 'tak suka' . Pehal kau nk suka beto jugak ni ? y'know . that feeling .

And bamm . Aku sedar , shirah rasa mcm tu jugak towards 1D . She felt like "Aku yg jumpa 1D dulu , kau sekarang baru nak sibuk pehal " LOL . just the same thing how i felt bout Beto . EXACTLY the same .

Tapi , aku jugak rasa betapa ikhlas nyaaa org2 yg baru nk minat ni . sbb aku pun peminat ikhlas 1D yg 'lambat' kaaan ? so yeahh . aku tau rasa kedua2 nyaa . Aku tak boleh nak salahkan sesiapa . Diri sendiri yg kena control .

In the other hand , bagus jugak bila beto dah ada ramai peminat . i mean , ramai yg sedar bakat dia yg luar biasa tu . It's good for his career :D

Anyway , im just gonna pray the best for him . Go abg beto ! Love ya ;)

p/s: I'll still love you shirahh ! :*

love,miera

Bloggie has a sister now !

LOL .

Yeapp , i've just made a new blog to run . I hope you're ok with that . hehe . im just excited y'know .

It's called  Beautiful Thoughts  hehe . Kat sana , aku hanya akan post bout stuff but not my life . pasal hidup aku , semua aku tanam kat Mierasaje|Blogspot ni . hehe . Aku taknak dia jadi mcm semak . Let it be simple and nice . weee ~

Ohh , kat Beautiful Thoughts , you guys can actually drop me comments for me to answer or give a quick review . Alah , macam 'psychologist' lah konon . haha . berangan . But seriously . Takyah nak malu2 . just drop anything !

love,miera

People change

Assalamualaikum h heyy darlings (:

People do change right ? Even the weather changed . takkan manusia tak berubah . kaaan ? Well , mostly disebabkan faktor luaran . i mean , environmental factors .

That 'change' can be a good one . or even the bad ones . Semua terpulang kat diri org tu sendiri jugak .

Actually , during deepavali that day , i was invited to go to soniaa's house for her deepavali party . But before that aku lepak umah shern dulu . lamaaaa tak jumpa . just wanna hang .

Masa mula2 jumpa tu byk lah nk story bagai . so we sat in her room n start talking . she asked me "so , what else the difference between here and there ?" "Hmmm , tah lah . banyak kot ." "I can see your english is GONE."  I was like. . . . really ? didn't realize that . You see , environment do effects you .

Aku sumpah tak perasan . ok , i did . but , didn't know that it was obvious . heh . Ye lahh . . TIGA tahun kot aku ngan dorang . and 95% i spoke in english kat sana . So bila dah pindah sini , yes , only 5% je aku akan guna english . hehe . Different people , different way . So i had to 'biasakan' diri . lol .

And bila lepak balik ngan dorang . . aku dah biasa lah cakap melayu kann . And dorang pelik . especially shern . chill lahh . it's only a freaking language . But she said "it's ok . . just do what you're confortable with" . haha . aku dah rasa semacam ah . teruk sgt ke ? so then , aku try to speak balik . n guess what ? ade je perkataan melayu yg keluar . damn . it is BAD . haha .

Tapi takpe lahh . I just have to practice balik . i'll be fine . . right ? hehe .

love,miera

Yes Pii Yemm 2012

Lol . tu bukan bahasa thailand k . hewhew .

Since im free from that thingy , nak buat review sikit . amboii . haha xD

Lets start from the start . huh ? haha . from 5 NOV that is . The start of everything . Bahasa Melayu for the start . byk nya start ? enough is enough . hehe .

Okayy , BM was . . . . let say . . . .ok ? haha . Ok lahh . But you know what ? topik2 yg cikgu spot , satu pun tak keluar -.-' aihh , first day dah mcm tuu . . #SadLife . Tapi Alhamdulillah , aku tak BLANK . ade lah a few ideas . LOL . Hope this time , i can get a better result .

Next day , next subject . English people . Easy ? for you lahhh . I was kinda scared of it . takdelah , takot gila kalau grammar berterabur time tu . and remember 'safety net' thingy ? haram jadah tak guna punn . haha . nasib baik tak buat benda tu . hehe . cuba teka for continuous writing aku buat apa ? Aku buat story ! haha . yg smbung cerita tuu . n guess what ? I put Justin Bieber in it ! hahaha ! can't believe i did that for my SPM examination . trololol . sayang lah tak boleh amik balik kertas tu . kalau tak , aku story kat sini . awesome weyh :p hehe .

Then , the hell started . SEJARAH ! i thought it's gonna be like . . a lil easy . but hell no ! Sumpah susah ! kalau tanya each and everyone yg jawab pun , mesti dorang akan cakap "susah" . kalau yg ckp senang tu , maknanya dia tak jawab , kosongkan kertas n keluar lepas 30 minit exam start -.-' urgh . stress kot . again , benda yg SPOT tak keluar ! that's the reason why i HATE SPOTING QUES ! siot je . *chill mira , chill .

Luckily , the next day was Mathematics . 'Boleh Relax' katanyaa . mmg punn . hehe . Math was quite easy . . But , TRICKY ! siot . Byk careless mistake for paper 1 weyh . ye lah , nmpk mcm senang . tapi sbnrnya dia nak benda lain . padahal jawapan yg dh dapat tu ade dalam pilihan . Obviously confirm tu lah jawapannya kaan ? tapi takk . issshhhh ! geram lahh . nape lah tak perasan benda2 tu . haihh . Paper 2 , a bit relieving . Can say that i can answer all the questions without any trouble . cuma ade yg confusing sikit but i managed to answer them . . Alhamdulillah .

Lepas tuuu , PARTAY ! lol . seminggu je . nasib baik ade time intervals . boleh top up sana sini . But actually , aku tak guna sebaiknyaa . siap boleh lepak g umah member , watch movies with my lil bros n stupid stuff except studying -.-' aku study dh hujung2 tu . baru nk start . tu pun sempat cover 1 subject je . haha . tah pape lah mira oii .

Naik cuti , start with Agama paper . hmm . . what can i say eh ? Paper 1 tu  . . . boleh lahh . but paper 2 was weird . dia mcm tanya benda yg dia tak biasa tanya . and that made it a bit hard . a lot -.-' byk tanya KBKK . Aku paling benci soalan KBKK . i know you hate it too kaaan ? haihh .

Then , all the killer subjects ! Start with Add Math . hahahaha . Aku sukaaaa Add Math ! im not being sarcastic okeyy . it's the truth . Add Math have been absolutely nice to me ! especially paper 1 . I thought it's gonna kill me or something . but it didn't . You know what i mean right ? Im happy with that paper . But Paper 2 was quite tough . Tipu lah kalau aku cakap takde lompang sana sini kaaan ? mesti lah ada . but this time , tak banyak . hehe . Just pray for the best (:

Lepas tu , Physics ! People's darling . . NOT ! eww , no way ! Ish . . malas lah nk cakap . haha . i don't know what i feel bout that paper . It's not really that bad . n not raeally that easy . . Ok laahh .

Lepas tu , ade 4 days break . And seriously , this time mmg aku pulun habis . 4 days straight , dengan buku 24/7 . You can ask my mom . she knows xD LOL .

Monday , dah rasa detik2 kebebasan . tak sabarrrr gila time tu ! Ohh , chemistry paper . yeap , that paper . Errr , I think , what i said about physics goes to chemistry as well . 2 x 5 je . haihh .

Then , the moment's coming . . and biology's the last ! Seriously , time ni mmg aku dah malas gilaaa nk fikir . malas sgt sbb tak sabar nak akhiri benda tu . I just go with the flow ~ Dengan perasaan yg aku bawak tu , kertas bio jadi SUPER EXTREMELY HARD ! paper 2 of course ! Aku serious rasa mcm org bodoh masuk dewan . mcm aku tak study ape2 punn -.-' rasa macam tak worth it spent my time studying buku tebal tuu . hmmmm . . what to do , dah habis punn kaaan .

What i can do now is . . . pray . Aku dah usaha , n now  . . Tawakkal sahajaaa . Ya Allah , jadikanlah usahaku selama ini berbaloi ya Allah . Puaskan hatiku dgn pemberianmu kelak . Aku mohon ya Allah . Sesungguhnya , engkau mengetahui apa yg terbaik untuk ku . . Amin .

Anyway , IM FREAKING FREEEEEEE ! kau adaaaaa ? haha . tapi tak boleh happy sgt . cuz this will be the start of my 'REAL' Life . wow . . big step . takut pulakk . hehe . Harap2 berjalan lancar lah semua benda yg aku plan . ade plan ke ? LOL . tah lahh . pape je . Go with the flow baby ~

love,miera

Im Free from School !

Assalamualaikum n hey peeps !

Ohh Emm Gee ! Can't believe it ! Im finally free from all these school's stuff ! After 11 years of schooling . What a relief .

Since i was 7 and now , 17 . Im done with that . And even with the biggest fear of all the school students , SPM . I passed that phase ! pheww .

And you know what bloggie ? I miss you so much ! Seriously . Sepanjang exam phase tu , aku gian gila nak menaip . Macam2 idea keluar . Finally , aku dapat pun buat apa yg aku nk sekarang . heee .

I guess from now on , i'll have all the time for you . weeee ~ Takde sape boleh kacau dah :p

Banyaaaaak sgt yg aku nk story . So many things happened sepanjang aku tak berbloging tu . hehe . korang rajin2 lah check eh ? hehe (:

love,miera

Happy Birthday , Adar !

Happy Birthday to you ~ 

Happy Birthday to you ~

Happy Birthday to adar mokkk ~

Happy Birthday to you ~

LOL . Happy Birthday lil bro ! 7/11 tuuu . awesome date . hehe .

Azmin Iskandar , dah sepuluh tahun dah kau hidup . Daripada kecik comel , dah jadi besar handsome dah pun . handsome keee ? hehe . Angah doakan adar panjang umur , rajin belajar , rajin solat , jadi budak baik , hormat org tua , hormat ANGAH , n semua benda baik2 tau .

Belajar rajin2 , jadi budak pandai . nnti boleh tolong angah dh besar nnti . lol . Jangan nakal2 . tak payah nk mengada2 sangat . awak tu dah besarrrr . Then , rajin g sekolah . jangan asyik nk ponteng je tau !

Dah lahhh , Happy Birthday . Love youuuuu . MUAAAAHHHHH ! xoxo .

love,miera

[S]ijil [P]elajaran [M]alaysia Is Here !

Assalamualaikum n selamat sejahtera :D

Woot woot !

SPM is here babeyh ! Haha , Alhamdulillah , hari ni dh habis paper BM . phewww . TAPI , paper two tadi , yg bina ayat tu aku tak baca soalan ! Boleh tmbh imbuhan sebenarnya . aaaahh ! shit gila . haha . i've learned my lesson to READ THE FREAKING QUES before answering . tak kesah lah paper ape pun . menyesal gila tak baca . kalau tak , senang2 je boleh dapat markah for bina ayat tu . kacang kot ! *cuai lagi . blergghh .

Takpe lah , dah lepas pun . tawakkal sahajaaaa . lol . esok paper English . seram siot :3 Aku takot gila grammar aku tunggang terbalik -.-'

The next day , paper sejarah . Remember i got best student for sej ? tah macam mana boleh dapat pun tak tau ler . haha . serious kelakar weyh . TAKOT ahhh ! *breath in , breath out . InsyaAllah , I'll be ready .

Pstu paper math . tu boleh relax sikit kot . but still kena revise . then , cuti seminggu for Deepavali . Aku maybe g umah Soniaa kot . yeay . got to meet them :D

Lepas naik cuti , ade kertas PAI , Add Math , Phy . pastu cuti few days . Then Chem and Bio . Then , FREEDOM babeyh ! tak sabar tak sabar tak sabar ! weeee ~

LOL . dah lah . i shouldn't be here . Doakan utk aku tau ?

love,miera

Beto Gave Me A Wave Back !

Omg Omg Omg !

Here goes another FANGIRLING post !

Haha . Takde lah , semalam , tah kenapa aku on twitter . Then g ah stalk org tu jap . then , stalk Beto Kusyairy pulak . Tetibe nmpk tweet dia saying that he'll join Tomok n Lisa Surihani for Istanbul Aku Datang punya road show kat Mydin USJ .

I was like "aahhhh ! seriously ? yeayy !" Aku tau pasal road show tu . tapi , kalau takde beto mmg aku tak nak pergi . ye lahh , SPM en . But he said that he'll join ! Aku ape lagi , terus gtau my mom . mula2 dia mcm excited nk pergi jugak . .

But then , bila aku tanya lagi , dia geleng n said "siapa nk hntar? " . Oh nooo . aku dah excited gila baboon nk jumpa Beto tapi dia cakap tak boleh . Lepas solat Isya' , aku berdoa baik punya . And this morning , aku bangun pagi n waited for a miracle to happen . And yes , It does happened ! My mom suruh aku tnye abg aku wether dia boleh tolong hntar or not . He said YES . Weeeeeee ~

Pukul 1:30pm gerak ah . Dalam kul 2 something baru smpai . jalan jam kott -.-' Smpai2 je , tgok Lisa n Tomok dah ade atas pentas for this one game ngan penonton . Kak Lisa is soooo CUTE ! Abg Tomok handsome :D

Tapi time tu Beto tak smpai lagi . Lepas habis je game tu , hujan lebat . Terpaksa stop kejap n berteduh . lama jugak lah tunggu . Smbil2 tunggu tu , I nmpk this one guy berpayung lari pegi kat belakang stage . I know it was BETO ! *Excited :D

Bila hujan dh reda sikit , berkumpul depan stage balik . I was so near to the stage . Then , the MC , Kak Syarifah Aleeya said " haaa , akhirnya . setelah redah jam bagai , smpai pun . beri tepukan for Beto Kusyairy ! " Then dia naik pentas . Haha . gila excited ! I got to see my Idol depan mata kot ! He's super cute ! Pstu ade lah dia cakap2 sikit . serious sama mcm dlm TV doh ! Tak lain langsung ! Rasa mcm tgok TV pun ade cuz tak percaya that he's in front of my eyes ! Alhamdulillah (:

Then , time Tomok tengah nyanyi lagu tema for that movie , aku ternmpk Beto n Kak Tisha kat tepi stage . Kan aku dok depan stage , so aku keluar dari kesesakan tu n pergi kat tmpat abg beto n kak tisha berdiri . Berdiri bawah payung together . Awhhhh , so sweet ! Pstu , aku pnggil Kak Tisha n showed my camera . maknanya nk amik gmbr lah kaan . mula2 dia cam blur maybe she thinks that aku nk suruh dia amikkan gmbr aku ngan beto . but that didn't happen :'( Takpe . . aku snap gmbr dorang dua je . Kak Tisha lawaaaaa sgt . seriously . Aku mmg nk jumpa dia sekali . akhirnya , dapat jugak . weeeee ~ Lepas amik gmbr tu , I showed my thumbs up and Beto did the same thing ! :D

Tak layan sgt pun mase tomok nyanyi cuz i was focusing on beto ! mmg aku pergi pun sebab beto . kalau tak , takde maknanyaaaa . Pstu ade game musical chair . aku nk main , but then , takde rezeki . Beto was super cute mse main tu . First round je , dah ade this one girl share kerusi ngan beto . Lucky her ! oh em gee . grrr . haha . Then , org yg menang tu dapat camera nikon coolpix . untunglahhh ~

Lepas tuuu , ade session autographed thingy . Kena beratur . aku serious malas sbb hujan n lagipun aku tgah pegang camera org . takut rosak . so , aku keluar dari line n usha beto dari jauh je . pastu , at this one point , dia pndang seakan-akan ke arah aku , then i waved . then he looked at me n tried to wave back but then ade org lalu depan dia n dia elak dari org tu utk pndang n wave back to me ! omg ! I SWEAR he wave to me ! aaahhhhhh ! the best feeling ever ! seriously ! HAPPY DOHHH ! dah lah dia wave sambil senyum style dia . serious comel ! ahhhh ! Love him ! Dia baik n friendly ! LOVE HIM weyhh ! The BEST ACTOR EVER ! Love u abg beto ! :D

Lisa | Tomok

Hujannnn

Dah sampaii !

cute ;)

lepas kalah musical chair . cuteness !

Ahh , SWEET couple ! Kak Tisha is so beautiful :D

Pstu , kat rumah , aku ada tweet kak Tisha . then she RETWEETED ! AWESOME ah weyhh ! This seriously made my day ! It will definitely effect my emotions through this whole SPM thingy ! I'll do my best , InsyaAllah :D

love,miera

Battle Starts Now !

Okey , not really now .

Like 2 more days . grrrrr- SPM starts on MONDAY !

Well , today was my last day of school . Except for another month of SPM . Tadi tak buat ape pun . datang sekolah mcm biasa . Muka budak2 yg pergi legoland semalam serious tak boleh blahh . ngantuk kott . termasuk aku . eh tak , eventhough i went , Mita said i looked FRESH :p

Pagi2 tu , kitaorg kena susun meja . Nasib baik pusat exam aku kat bawah . kalau tak , jenuh nak naik2 bagai . Aku duk sblh tingkap , dekat ngan pengawas peperiksaan . Ohh , aku tak suka satu benda . MEJA tu . bersih mmg terbaik ahh . but aku dapat meja plastik yg ade lubang untuk pensil tuu . Well , kan kena pusingkan , maknanya , lubang tu dekat dgn aku -.-' Cne lah nk tulis nnti ? adeyhh . Harap2 takde ape jadi . Dah lah aku jauh ngan member . dorang semua kat belakang . Kan dewan terbuka , dorang selang berapa kelas tah . belakang gila . aku kat depan gila . #sadlife

Then lepas rehat ade bacaan yassin . We got dua sumbangan alat tulis . awesome benda tu . sukaaa :D Lepas tu , smbung ngan majlis restu ilmu . Mula ngan kelas aku lah kan . First teacher was my form teacher a.k.a my sejarah teacher . Salam , peluk , cium semua cikgu . Most of them said "Good Luck" "All The Best" "Straight A's eh" "A+ tauu" . ohh , sarat dgn pesanan . Dgn cikgu yg tak mengajar pun salam jugak . Masa tu aku tak rasa apa2 . seriously , ye lahh , dah lah depan budak2 lain . pastu peluk2 cikgu bagai . it was so fast with no emotion . Aim time tu nk habis salam cepat2 je . Shahhirah dah leleh . emo sgt .

Pstu smbung ngan cikgu laki . Salam peluk cium jugak . EHH ? haha . gila gapo . They just give us some advise . Mr. Tun said "Grow up , don't be a kid anymore" to us . Terharu . hee .

Then , Sir Sangkar came and my classmates was claping . We gathered around him . Takdelah , Sir Sangkar is the closest with us . We LOVE him so much lahhh . Kat sini aku tak tahan . Banjir ahh . Ye lahh , he said "Don't cry , You'll make me cry too . So , do your best and just go for it . It's nice to teach you all . I have to admit that." Aku emo ahhh . He's my fav teacher . Thought us Math and Add Math . Shirah pun leleh lagi . Both of us rapat ngan sir . rapat sangat .

Then , friends pulak mintak maaf . Aduhh , terharu ah wey . sesih ahh . ye lahh , selama ni mana tau ade kutuk belakang2 ke en . They wished all the best n stuff . budak laki pun do the same thing . cuma dorang tak nangis ahh . Akim serious tak boleh blahh . boleh plak dia duduk satu tempat , kumpul emosi then baru cakap ngan kitaorg . can see he's crying .

Ahh , pape je lahh . just hope that all of us will excell awesomely !

So yeahh , Saya Amirah Huda Azlan , BJ049A002 ingin memohon maaf atas segala perbuatan yg menyakitkan hati selama ni kay . Manusia kan , takde yg sempurna . Aku pun dah lama maafkan semua org . yg tak kenal pun dah maafkan jugak . mana tau kaan .

ALL THE BEST SPM CANDIDATES !

love,miera

November

Love is like war, 

easy to begin but 

very hard to stop.

- H. L. Mencken -

love,miera