People do change right ? Even the weather changed . takkan manusia tak berubah . kaaan ? Well , mostly disebabkan faktor luaran . i mean , environmental factors .
That 'change' can be a good one . or even the bad ones . Semua terpulang kat diri org tu sendiri jugak .
Actually , during deepavali that day , i was invited to go to soniaa's house for her deepavali party . But before that aku lepak umah shern dulu . lamaaaa tak jumpa . just wanna hang .
Masa mula2 jumpa tu byk lah nk story bagai . so we sat in her room n start talking . she asked me "so , what else the difference between here and there ?" "Hmmm , tah lah . banyak kot ." "I can see your english is GONE." I was like. . . . really ? didn't realize that . You see , environment do effects you .
Aku sumpah tak perasan . ok , i did . but , didn't know that it was obvious . heh . Ye lahh . . TIGA tahun kot aku ngan dorang . and 95% i spoke in english kat sana . So bila dah pindah sini , yes , only 5% je aku akan guna english . hehe . Different people , different way . So i had to 'biasakan' diri . lol .
And bila lepak balik ngan dorang . . aku dah biasa lah cakap melayu kann . And dorang pelik . especially shern . chill lahh . it's only a freaking language . But she said "it's ok . . just do what you're confortable with" . haha . aku dah rasa semacam ah . teruk sgt ke ? so then , aku try to speak balik . n guess what ? ade je perkataan melayu yg keluar . damn . it is BAD . haha .
Tapi takpe lahh . I just have to practice balik . i'll be fine . . right ? hehe .
love,miera
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