New Sem, New Me

Assalamualaikum

Hye awak! Rindu saya? Haha. Tah sape je lah yang singgah lagi blog aku ni.

Anyway, I've just started my 4th sem! Wey! 4th Sem weyyy! Sekejap nyaaaaaa :O haha. Some part of me still can't believe it. I mean, rasa macam baru semalam aku jejak kaki kat KSJ for the first time. Tau, tau dah masuk sem 4. Apak aaaahhh. Next sem LI, then last semester, then grad! Fuhh...

Hopefully sem ni and sem2 akan datang berjalan dgn lancar. Why? cuz my 3rd sem tak berapa nak lancar. haha. I had problem with studio. Or maybe my studio's lecturer -.-' either one. Sepanjang tiga sem tu, first time aku collect B+, and that was studio. Subject lain okay laa lagi, but studio slack. sigh-

Pointer tak payah cerita ahhh en. Dah sah2 turun. But Alhamdulillah, still above that 'line' if you know what i mean. Target aku sekarang ni, nak maintain tu je. Untuk kebaikan sendiri jugak nanti. And thankfully, sem ni studio kitaorg dapat Pn Mareeam balik! Lega gilaaaa. I mean, HAPPY gilaaa! But tak boleh happy sangat. Pn Mareeam pun ade mood dia. Sekali dia ngap, mati kau. haha. But honestly, she is wayyyyy better! Harapnya studio this sem, semorang happy and have fun macam sem 2 haritu. Bukan stress memanjang macam sem 3 -.-' Benci sem tiga. haha.

Oh oh oh! Kitaorg daapat balik studio kayu! Wuhooo. Dah lawaaaaa :D But tak berkenan sangat colour dia. Kuning. Haritu dah lawa warna merah hitam. But takpelah sbb sekarang much more comfortable ^^ Carpet semua dah baru, and the best thing is, plug socket bersepah2. Cukup sorang satu hahaha. Tak payah beli extension dah. Heee seronok! And one more thing, sebelum ni, Studio Kayu tu kena share planner and architect but guess what? Dah lah dia dah renovate studio kayu tu, pastu dapat sepenuhnya kat Planner! Bapak awesome! So semua student first year, second year and third year conquer studio kayu je. Hehe best!

Okay, tu cerita campus. Ni nak cerita kolej pulak. Haritu masa balik KSJ ni, nak amik kunci, tengok kat record, my room and my name takde. Like wth? Then rupanya.... guess what? Kena tukar bilik! Like suka suki je. Sepatutnya tukar bilik every year not every sem. Haihhh. Dah elok2 tingkat 2, naik tingkat 3... Ramai jugak lah yang kena pindah. Hmm... Tapi takpe, sbb? Sbb bilik ni ade wifi! Haha. Ni yang update blog ni kahkah!

And lagi satu, aku dapat roommate lama. Maknanya, takde roommate! Hahaha. Okay, mesti tak faham kan? Roommate aku ni, tak duduk bilik aku. Dia duduk mana tah. Bagus laaa cuz I can have this room all to myself muehehehe.

So.... I guess tu je lah? Malas nak cerita pepanjang. Bukan korang baca pun haha. Dah bye!

Love,miera

There Goes My First Year

Assalamualaikum .

Hye awak ! Miss me ? aha . I guess not .

So . . . There goes my first year . First year ? Of diploma you silly . Well yeah , Im not like some of you who go through foundation and matriculation and stuff that only take you few sems . At least just TWO sems then boleh continue degree . Wuuuu .

I took the longer way tho . But SAFER . Orang kata , biar lambat asal selamat . Kan ? haha . Malas lah nak cerita pasal tu . Dah pernah cerita before this . Pergi lah stalk . LOL .

Emmm . . . Sebenarnya kan . . . . Macam ni cerita dia . Semalam , I was watching MJ's Dangerous World Tour . Nak habis dah pun time tu . Around 12 something . Then tetiba dpt Whatsapp notification from Planners which is my batch's punya group . Lily was like "SENARAI TAMPAL KESELURUHAN DAH KELUAR" . Yes , with the caps lock and all . Perghhh terus cuak .

Sebelum ni ade jugak check senarai tampal tu . Tapi result BI dgn Titas je yg ada . 2 creds je but still , penting lah jugak . But there's no big deal really . I was grateful . You see , this sem aku amik 6 subjects . Dua was those 2 creds subjects and lagi empat is planning's subjects which carry 3 creds each except for studio cuz studio carries 5 creds . So masa first time check tu , planning's subjects punya takde lagi . Then bila Lily inform pepagi buta tu that result dah keluar , dgn excited dan cuak dan segalanya pergi lah check .

Then ? Jeng jeng jeng . . . . . Haha . . . I was shocked but happy and grateful and very thankful to Allah for giving me the chance to maintain my result from last sem :') Almost the same dgn result last sem . I mean , mmg sama pun . Cuma tambah satu subject extra cuz last sem aku amik 5 je .Yang last sem punya aku pernah bagitau kan ? I got 3.93 . Well , this sem punya pointer increased by 0.01 point . Ahahaha kelakar . I thought it would be lower than last sems' or at least the same . But naik instead ? LOL . But Alhamdulillah .

I know , i know . Sikit je lagi . But nak buat guane ? Allah tak izinkan aku touch 4 tu . Maybe Dia tahu that aku tak mampu nak maintain nanti . Then bila pointer drop , aku down and what not . He knows the BEST . So , aku terima je . But I will definitely strive for that 4 ! One day , In Shaa Allah :D

Kat mana slack ? Emm . . . Kat subject 'senang' . Puihhhhh . Tu laaaa , condifent sangat . (I purposely spell it that way. Don't laugh ! lol) Slack kat subject Miss Nad pulak tu :/ Neighborhood Planning . Padahal punyalah semangat mengadu kat miss that subject Planning & Environment susah nak mati and tak faham sepatah haram . Tup tup . . I got better grade for that 'hard' subject than subject 'fav' tu . Pelik kaaaaaan ?!

But honestly , mmg Planning & Environment tu subject paling aku tak suka . I mean , bosan nak mati lepastu tak faham ape2 . Dlm kelas susah sgt nak concentrate . Sumpah weyy . Siap boleh snap gmbar then post kat insta . That bad . Yes . But at the end ? I got an A ? Don't ask me . Im still trying to figure the answer myself -.-' But maybe , just maybe assignments byk tolong kott . Cuz why ? Subject ni lah yang paling banyak assignments i tell you ! Tapi . . . kitaorg selalu buat bodoh2 . I mean , we took it lightly . Dah lah test haritu macam ape . Like tak study ape2 . It's like taking a test on the very first class itself . From that moment aku mmg dah tak harap ape2 kat subject tu . Dah boleh terima kalau grade teruk for that subject .

But I was 100% wrong . It turn out the other way around . Subject yang aku target A which is Neighborhood Planning tu , tak dapat and instead , I got an A for this subject yang aku dah putus harapan with . Aku dapat A- for Neighborhood Planning :/ Takde sape pun yang dpt A subject tu . Even Miss Nad was super dissapointed dgn kitaorg . Punya lah focus dalam class bagai . Tengok2 . . . nan adoo .

Even I am extremely dissapointed with myself ! Padahal aku yakin that i can do better . Yakin sesangat . Cuz that subject was not that hard . Senang je sebenarnya . Tapi tu lah , sbb YAKIN sgt , tak dapat lah cerita dia . Padan muka . Tapi aku mmg kecewa yang amat because i know i can . Aishhh susah lah nak cakap . Cemana eh ? I won't mind kalau aku mmg tak boleh buat tau . But deep in my heart , i really know i can have that A . If only I did better -.-' Why mira whyyyy ?!

The only problem was . . the stupid quizzes in class . Byk pulak tu quiz . hmmm . . I don't know why , bila jawab , rasa macam boleh score but hell . . Mengecewakan gilaa markah quiz . Like rendah gila . I don't even know myself that moment . I don't know what's my problem . Quiz tau . Just the quizzes . Assignments semua I did pretty good . Mmg like clueless . Ape masalah aku ? Kat mana eh salah dia ? I kept asking myself . End up , carry mark rendah . Well not that rendah . 40 / 60 ? Yeah thanks for assignments . But like , urghhh i can't forgive myself for the quizzes ! I could've get better than that . It's not like i didn't study for that quizzes . I did ! But . . maybe last minute sgt kot ? Condifent kan -.-' Kononnya faham . Said that , soalan quiz tu senang je , tapi dia senang terperangkap . Like tak tau , the 'real' jawapan for that particular soalan . Sbb the topics were kind of similar so tak tau yang mana utk yang mana . Sigh-

Then bila finals dah dekat , studio pun dah settle , byk lah masa utk study kan ? Mmg this time aku betul2 fahamkan . Like betul2 FAHAM . And suddenly aku sedar from all the 'CONFUSION' . Allah dah buka pintu hati maybe ? Sbb sebelum tu , aku tak pernah perasan benda tu . Mmg all the topics was kind of similar , like I said . Tapi that day aku study for finals tu , semua benda was like starting to sort out dlm otak . Like , i can CLEARLY see everything . And I can already know which is for which . Then , bila dah faham , I just have to memorize a bit . I did some revision dgn AMANDA LISA ROSLAN the night before exam . We went through topics by topics and ask each other all the possible questions . FYI , aku jarang buat benda ni cuz I prefer to study alone to get a better understanding . Kalau utk menghafal , then benda ni helps . A LOT . But honestly , all the topics was more like in 'point forms' . Senang kan ? kena hafal je . I was like , "Kenapalah aku tak perasan benda ni sblm ni?" Hmmm . . . Like I said , Allah tak izinkan . Aku dapat A- pun because of finals . Because aku yakin I did my best for finals . Jawab 2 jam penuh . Writing non-stop . Seriously . And for that , my finals' punya markah top up quite a lot to my carry marks . But sadly , still tak cukup to get an A . Very sad , very disappointed but VERY THANKFUL cuz at least , it's still an A . Even pointer A- tu menyebabkan aku tak dapat touch 4 , Im still happy . That's a lesson for me . Lepas ni tak boleh nak over confident and tak boleh give up too early and always be husnuzhon . Positive . All the time .

But tu lah , boleh pulak result sama dgn last sem . haha . Haritu pun slack kat planning's subject . 3 creds . A- jugak . Tapi case dia terbalik dgn neighborhood planning . LOL . Cuz why ? Because . . . my carry marks for Introduction To Planning tu was quite assuring . Like 50 something / 60 ? HAHA . Case yakin boleh score finals . Puihhh . Tapi mmg soalan final haritu susah nak mam . Hahaha . Teruk perangai .

Tapi honestly , aku mmg tak sangka that pointer akan bertambah this sem . Cuz I really thought it's gonna drop which im absolutely ready for . But it increase instead ! Even just by 0.01 . Hihi . Alhamdulillah :D

Well , tu result senarai tampal je . Tak confirm lagi sebenanya . Tapi JARANG sangat berubah pun . So , that's it ! Dah habis 2nd sem , and dah tau result for all the stuff I did all this while :) Worth it . Sem 2 ni is one of the best sems ever ! I believe that .

So there goes my FIRST YEAR ! wuhoooo ! 1 down , 2 more to go ! Aha . Next sem ade junior ! yayyy . haha . Moga tabah ye adik2 . hewhew :>

So now . . . . It's time for me to enjoy the break ! Im gonna use the best of it before 'hell' starts all over again . Erkk . . Malas nak fikir . There's no need to invade my brain with all that painful 'old' memories of 1st sem's studio that going to happen again for my 3rd sem . Pshhhh semoga dia berubah . AMIN .

Oh oh oh ! Um . . . dgn kesempatan ni , I just want to thank EVERY single one of my lecturers especially Miss Nad , Pn Mareeam cuz byk mengajar kitaorg dlm studio . Byk bersabar dgn kitaorg sbnrnya . Hmm . . Terima kasih cuz sgt sgt sgt memahami situasi kitaorg unless mmg something tu salah kitaorg . So then , it's not your fault to scold us for that . But like , Im more than okay that way . Kalau tegur pun , even pedas , takdelah menyakitkan hati cuz dgn teguran tu mmg kitaorg akan realize our mistakes and end up doing better ! Bukan menyakitkan hati dgn 'point' yang tah ape2 . Like takde kena mengena . Pastu makan dalam pulak tu . Hmmmm . Then , thanks to Miss Intan jugak yang ajar Planning & Ennvironment . And sorry cuz byk cakap belakang cuz I hate that subject so much . Hihi . Tapi thanks for giving me an A . ngeee ~ then thanks to Cik Zaim cuz ajar autoCad even the truth is , kitaorg belajar autoCad from studio sbnarnya . But still thanks . Lepastu , thanks to Cik Khairul yang menggantikan Miss Nad after she left . Even it's your first time as a lecturer , but you did very well :D Not bad for a first timer . hehe . Ohh not to forget Ustaz Nik for Titas and all those 'spot questions' hahaha . And also Dr Hanizah for english :)

Hamboiii . . . dah macam ucapan ape je . Baru habis first year kot . Haha . Berangan lebihhh ! Tapi tak salah kan ? Hihi . Ohh yeahh , btw , budak lain as in budak kat institution lain semua tak habis finals lagi , tapi aku dah dapat result dulu ! hahaha . gempak kan ? Cepat , pantas dan efisyen . Sayang UTM forever ! aha . Yang lain tu , all the best and buat elok2 !

kbye .

love,miera