Special Entry #9 : Michael Jackson

Heyya !

Woahh , lama gilaaa aku tak buat special entry ! Almost a year weyy . haha . Sorry laaa . I takde masa uolls . Tapi sekarang ade banyaaaak masa . So im gonna do one today . Hehe .

Who's the lucky person ? Well , of course korang dah tau cuz jelas2 kat title tu . haha .

Michael Joseph Jackson . The King Of Pop ! Sape tak kenal weyyy ? Omg teruk lah kalau tak kenal -.-' But bebudak lepas ni mesti dah tak kenal cuz he's gone now . For almost 5 years . 5 FREAKING years ?! cepat nya T.T

He's a LEGEND wey ! A true legend . He'll be remembered for his musics and stuff he did . Well yeah , im in the mood of 'Michael Jackson' right now . Masa final haritu tetiba g iTunes then search about him and dengar his songs . Preview je . Tak puas langsung . Lepastu aku tak sabar nak balik because there's a folder of him kat netbook aku kat rumah . Mmg penuh dgn lagu dia . Haha .

What ? Pelik ? Tak langsung . Aku mmg kumpul lagu2 dia dulu . Well , masa awal2 'kematian' dia around 2009, 2010 like that . Used to be obsessed . I know quite a lot bout him and his life and everything . hihi . Hari2 dengar lagu dia , tengok performance dia kat youtube . Semua lah . haha . From there , bermulalah kerjaya aku as a fangirl . lol .  After a while , beralih ke JB pulak . The 'Prince Of Pop' . Hihi . And now , the 1D boys . Penat jugak sbnrnya . But it makes me happy . So let me be .

Michael was a great great great performer . He was so energetic and he loved music a lot . Lagipun he was a music genius ! Talented gilaa . Well , dengar sendiri lah lagu2 dia . Semua best . He sang the songs with his heart . Lepastu , lagu dia semua ade meaning . He sang to deliver . For example , banyak lagu dia that telling us to change the world . Like prevent all the pollution and stuff . Then , love each other bagai . Mmg banyak lah massage that he tried to tell us . And now , usaha tu diteruskan oleh anak perempuan dia , Paris Jackson . She did the same thing .

I missed him a lot to be honest . Even sekarang ni pun aku tengah dengar lagu2 dia . Playing his playlist over and over again :/ Oh , semalam aku ade tengok this documentary about how he died . Well , tak plan pun nak tengok . Dah lah kat phone . But it was worth it tho . Discovered a few stuff . Oh , he died because of excessive use of 'drug' . Kesian sangat . I mean , he took all the drugs to help himself . C'mon lah . He was 50 when he died . And masa tu tengah busy rehearsal for his 'come back' tour . I bet dia penat sangat . He suffered insomnia and he had to take drugs to help him sleep . He was with his personal doctor that time . But the doctor was accused for killing the king of pop . Well , case tu dah settle pun . Mmg Dr Conrad Murray tu bersalah because dia bagi MJ guna those 'drugs' but takde penyeliaan yang penuh . Dalam mansion tu takde langsung machine for medical's purpose . So , he was jailed for 4 years .

But yeah , MJ did faced a lot of problems . He tried to hide it from public . Mmg kita tak tau ape yang berlaku dlm hidup dia pun en . Only god knows .

Well , that's it i guess . I really hope that his legacy will live forever . All his signature gestures and dances . The moonwalk ! I still failed . haha .

We miss you , Michael . We really do .

love,miera

Kau Pergi Jua . . .

Assalamualaikum .

Wow . Lama gila tak update . Mcm busy sgt je . Haha . Mmg busy pun . Balik kerja , penat terus tido . Takde masanya nk mengupdate bagai . Hmmmm  .

Anyway , hari tu , on the 9th of march . Hari sabtu . Pagi2 buta mak aku dh kejut n i was like "Bu , hari ni sabtu tak kerja laaaaaah." Something like that . But then suara dia mmg lain macam ah . She told me "Ngah , bangun lah ngah . Fit accident . Fit dh takde ngah ." Terus celik mata aku .

Mana taknya wey . Mohd Fitrie bin Obod (bajrai) tu cousin aku . Anak kakak mak aku . He was 19 . Setahun je beza . Mmg kawan 'sepermainan' ah . Masa kecik suka main sesama . Ngan aizziq , kila , aizzat semua . Arwah mmg suka sakat aku . Dari dulu smpai skrg . Tapi bila masing2 dh besar ni mmg agak awkward lah relationship kitaorg . Tak rapat mcm dulu . But he loved to annoy me . 

Kul 6 pagi keluar rumah . Then terus gerak g umah cek (fit's mom ) . Tapi masa tu arwah kat hospital lagi . Kena buat post-mortem bagai . Dh jadi kes polis en . Haruslah . Around 1 tgh hari baru arwah smpai rumah .

Perghhhh , sebelum arwah smpai , hati aku kosong . Masih terkejut agaknya . But then bila nmpk jasad arwah terbaring kat ruang tamu tu , Ya Allah . Semua memori kitaorg , aku teringat balik :'/ Byk kot kenangan . Ade pahit , ade manis . Membesar sesama kot .Standard ah . Tanpa sedar , air mata aku mengalir . Tak sangka dia pergi cepat sgt .

Arwah ni mmg standard budak2 sekarang ah . Ade nakalnya semua . Merempit mmg game dia . Baran , n perangai2 yg tak diingini . BUT , dlm nakal2 dia tu , dia BAIK wey . Dia hormat org tua . Dgn member , lagi ah . Baik sesangat . On that day , aku terkejut gila kot . RAMAI gila member2 dia . Semua bermotor . Tapi mmg ramai ah . Sillaturrahim dia bagus . Dorang kata , arwah kalau ngan dorang , arwah lah yg paling happy-go-lucky . Happy 24/7 . Arwah mmg suka buat lawak . Suka buat orang happy . Tu lah perangai dia . Im so gonna miss you , cousin :'/

Macamana arwah boleh meninggal ? hmmm , dh ajal dia . kaaan ? Dia biasa ah . Malam keluar lepak , pagi baru nk balik . Tup tup , pagi tu , pagi terakhir dia . Tah macam mana tah . Dia terlanggar kereta yg emergency break . Then terjatuh then kena hempap ngan 2 lagi motor yg tak sempat nk break . Cousin yg tgok kat hospital said that kat perut dia ade kesan tayar . horor gila . Tapi takde luka pun . Dalaman kot . Tulang rusuk dia patah then tertusuk jantung . Meninggal on the spot . Innalillah wa inna illah hirojiun .

Ohh , masa kebumikan kat kubur , kawan dia still ramai . Then cuaca tgh hari tu redup gila . panas sekejap je . Most of the time mmg sejuk . Alhamdulillah :') Bhgn dia kaaan ?

Semoga Allah kasihkan kau n tempatkan kau dgn org2 yg beriman . Tamatlah riwayat hidup kau n bermula alam yg baru utk kau . Kau pergi dulu bro . InsyaAllah kita jumpa kat sana .

Al-Fatihah . . .

love,miera

It Has Been 3 Years , Michael

Wow . Three years since the death of the KING OF POP . One and only , Michael Jackson . Really , the time do flies . Rasa macam baru semalam dunia digemparkan dengan kematian Michael . Dah tiga tahun dah pun .

Err , I WAS obsessed with him once . After he died . not fair right ? but yeah , lepas dia dah pergi baru aku rasa nk know him more . all his musics n stuff . i felt like rugi je tak nak kenal dia masa dia hidup . So , i searched for his songs , stories and get to know him more . His life , career , family n stuff . Its cool though . mmg on that year , every single day akan dengar lagu dia , read stories about him . I even cried bila my mom lambat dapatkan ticket for This Is It the Movie . haha . kelakar bila fikir balik .

His age is the same as my dad's . so , pangkat dia , pangkat ayah for me . tapi tah lahhh . walaupun ramai orang yg benci dia , RAMAI lagi yg sayang dia sebenarnya . He's a LEGEND kott ! But for now , im not that obsess anymore . but still , i respect him as a legend .

Some people said that JUSTIN BIEBER pengganti dia . he's the PRINCE OF POP . haha . maybe most of you knew that imma BELIEBER . I support Junstin's career . I love his musics and i love him ! :D Justin is also a fan of Michael . You can see through his 'Believe' album . most of the songs was inspirated . betul ke ? haha . yeah , dipengaruhi oleh lagu2 Michael . aku minat dua2 . so aku tau persamaan dlm lagu dorang .

That's all i guess .

love,miera

Yang Hidup Pasti Mati

Assalamualaikum n hey .

Sesungguhnya yang hidup itu pasti akan mati . yang membezakan hanya bila dan dimana . kita takkan tau . hanya Allah s.w.t yg mengetahui segalanya . Jadi , sebagai hambanya , kita kena selalu bersedia . bersedia ? ya , bersedia dengan Iman dan Takwa kepadaNya .

Al-Fatihah kepada semua yg telah dulu meninggalkan kita . semalam , kakak kepada nenda ku telah menghembuskan nafasnya yang terakhir . sedih . semoga , roh WanAndak dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan bersama orang2 yang beriman . arwah merupakan seorang nenda saudara yang baik . aku pasti merinduinya satu hari nanti .

Al-Fatihah .

love,miera

25 June is a Happy a.k.a Sad DATE ?

The Happy Part is . . . .

Kak aiyeen , HApPy BirtHdaY !

kakak , thx f0r being a go0d kazen , sister , and a friend t0 me .
mira d0akan akak sihat selalu ,

pnjang umur ,

murah rezeki ,

and berjaya all the time .

:)

dunnoe wat else t0 say ,

just

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

ILY .

The Sad Part is . . . . .

The King 0f Pop's death .

s0 sad t0 say .

but , yeahh .

he is my id0l .

he is a great entertainer ,

perf0rmer , and everything t0 me .

its have been a year with0ut him .

the time just past day by day .

i d0nt kn0w what t0 say .

t0 Mj's fan ,

lets pray f0r him .

Rest in Peace ,

Michael J0seph Jacks0n .

love , miera

go0d bye my dear BIBIT . ILY :(

Waaaaaaaaaaaaa !
sedeyh weyhh .

rabbit aku , dh x deee .
semalam , dlam kul 1 lebey , aku tg0kk dlam cage . yg sek0r tuhh , TIBIT , cam bese jea . ngah mkan . then , bler aku tg0k BIBIT , dye cam x gerakk n ngah baring . aku dh mula rase pelikk . bwat ta taww jea . maybe dye ngah td0o . then , at 0ne m0ment tuhh , bler aku bukak lmpu cuz nk refill mkanan dye , aku tg0k bibit still x gerak dari p0siti0n yg tadi ! aku tg0k mate dye terbukak . bler aku sentuh dye , STILL . n0 resp0nd ! and at that m0ment , aku taww . bibit dh x deee . i feel like wanna cry . but aku tahan . :(

Pagi nie , baru k0rekk tanah kat blakang rumahh . cuz nk tanam bibit . kesiann bibit . still ta taww npe dye lehh mati . hmMmMM , maybe ALLAH lagi sygkan dye . it was SAD ! T.T
n0w , tibit tinggal s0rang2 . ciann dye . mse bibit still dlam cage tuhh , aku nmpk tibit baring kat bibit , sniffing bibit . kesiann kann ? mmg lahh kesian . humph . its 0k tibit . i'll be with y0uu .

love , miera