Lulz. We're on the third series now for BB's comeback :O Cepatnyaaaaa! Gosh, I still remember the first time they announce their comeback and now we're almost done with all the series.. T.T
Anyway! July....! Wuhooooo new songs baby! And honestly, 'D' is my fav so far. Lol, semua yg baru jadi fav aku xD But no, this time serious. Sbb lagu SOBER! Maenjongshin! Best sangat.
Kkkkk, so macam biasa, I'll be excitedly waiting for the release few days before the date. Mmg excited gilaaaa. Plus, they're doing the Naver LIVE countdown thingy again, lagi lah excited! But sadly, that night tak boleh stream. Something went wrong with the link and aku frust gila -.-' Sumpah sedih! Aku depend on LIVE translation kat twitter je. Tapi tak kisah sgt sbb nnti mesti keluar jugak video tu siap dgn subs lagi.
So yeah, the first song is..... IF YOU. A freaking slow song that the boys rarely do. Plus, this time, ALL FIVE OF THEM sang! Even TOP! No raps at all and I think that's the first time? Yeahh, OMG the first line je dah kill me..! Why? Cuz TABI started the song with his deep voice omg wehh...! Kkkkk nah enjoy. Oh, dia takde MV cuz YG said nak focus on the vocals and music katanyaaaaaa. Lol.
Sedap kan? Well yeah, ramai yang cakap they cried and all. Well, okay... aku pun ada lah menitis setitik dua. Haha. Takdelah over sangat. But for this July comeback, my fav gotta be SOBER! I still love IF YOU tho.
Kyaaaaaaaaa! This song is so my JAM! I LOVE IT SO DAMN MUCH! Beat dia ada lebih kurang macam Stupid Liar and I freaking love that song too! It's fast and fun. Best! kkkkk watch it yourself!
Asdfghjklskjf best kannn?! And the boys look amazingly good too! Especially Daesungiee oppa! Omg he ALWAYS caught my attention. I can't get over him banging the drums! Hot gila wehhh! I kennot lahhh!
And wehhhh.....! 20 DAYS till they come down here!!! Kyaaaaaaaaaa Im so excited and nervous but happy but scared that I'll miss them omg i don't know what to feel T.T
But the best thing is that they'll perform these two songs omg I can imagine them singing IF YOU with the crowd... Wow I'm gonna cry T.T
Then they will also perform SOBER! My fav! I hope Daesung will play the drums during the performance. That'll be my wish!
Two more weeks! Aishhhhh Im so so so nervous! My very first time seeing them :D
Woop woop! Pejam celik, dah sebulan aku hidup dengan LOSER and BAE BAE ulang2. haha. And It's JUNE already! Wuhoooo!
Aishhh Remember the MADE plan thingy? Yang dorang plan to release 2 songs and MVs each month from May to August and full album in September tuuuu. And fuhhhh penat gila tunggu JUNE wehhh.
Tapi sbnrnya tak rasa lama pun cuz idk, every week, ada je dorang punya activity. Muncul kat Inkigayo, Mnet Mcountdown, Music Bank bagai. Pastu muncul kat variety show semuaaa. Gaaaaaaah best sangat! May haritu boleh laaaa nak fangirl lelebih cuz tengah cuti. Mmg aku stream segala benda yang dorang muncul. haha.
But 25th May ritu aku dah start practical so.... slow sikit fangirl punya activity but still jalan okay. Haha. Semangat tunggu 1st June. They said 1st June, so we all thought like 12am of first June (KST), maknanya 31st May 11pm (MST). Rupanya kena troll ngan YG. Dorang buat 1st June at midnight. Maknanya 12am of 2nd June laaa. Puihhh. Mmg aku disappointed gila time tu. Sbb dah excited tunggu pastu tengok2 the next day. That was my first heartbreak by YG. LOL.
Tapi takpe lah dia buat cmtu. Sbb dia bagi Naver LIVE Countdown with the boys. So... boleh lah dimaafkan. And YES OF COURSE aku stream that LIVE Streaming! Eventhough sepatah haram aku tak paham ape dorang bebel but Im happy enough to see them and spent time with them sambil countdown. Comel sangatttt!
And then, exactly 11pm (MST), they give us BANG BANG BANG punya MV! Nahhh layan!
GEMPAK gila kaaaaaan?! It's super cool tbh. Kkkkkkkk first, the song. It was said to be a little upbeat more than Fantastic Baby tapi.... haha idk. Aku rasa FB lagi rancak kot? But BANG BANG BANG got it's own beat. Bass drop dia best gilaa! Memula dengar mmg tak masuk sgt but bila dah asyik ulang je, trust me, you'll LOVE it!
SWAG gila lagu dia. The beat sesuai sangat buat body roll hahaha. Mmg the choreo byk body roll punn. Haha. Awal2 dah hot cuz Taeyangieee's dance omg. Stylo habis!
Aku suka gila part last tuuuu! Sumpah my fav! That BangBangBang chants and the dance omg. I was kinda surprise to see Tabi danced! I know he can dance but bila tengok dia bebetul dance was like.... woah.
All of them were GREAT! But Daesungieee got my attention the most! The very last part kalau korang tengok Dae.... pergh! HOT gilaaaa! hahaha.
Kkkkkkkk on to the next song!
Haaaa this one. Bengang gila siaaaa! They were supposed to release it together with BANG BANG BANG but guess what? They went and release it on the 5th. Sakai je. Tak pasal2 kena tunggu seminggu. haihhh. And dorang baru keluarkan 2 hari lepas. Nahhhhh tengok!
So whadya think?!
OMG seriously wehhhhh.... The first thing I thought was that.... this will be the video that I'll be watching again and again when I miss them. Cuz OT5 having fun, being crazy and most importantly, them being themselves... I kennot lah wehh..
It's so fun! And hell, they were all drunk! TOP obvious gila kott! No, actually... perangai dia mmg mcm tu. We call him Bingu TOP. But dalam mv tu, his binguness extra spicy lol. Mana taknyaaa, they said he drank 4 bottles of wine kot. Mana tak gila macam tu. haha.
Daesungieee pun not bad gila dia. Mmg nampak he was really drunk! Haha. And then yang lain pun boleh tahan ahhhh.
Actually, there's so many things aku nak point out! Aku suka gila! There's so many parts aku nak cerita haha. Did you guys see that GDae moments on the plane? Comel gilaaaa kan?! Aishhh. then, dalam kereta tu pun best! I mean comel! Finally dapat tengok YB drives sebab time dorang g shoot haritu, takde langsung gambar Taeyang drive lol. Mommy drives his boys hahaha.
Ohhhh! The pool scene pun best! Shirtless oppars xD But lol, of course. Tabi being himself, went in the pool with full robe! hahaha. We know very well that he hates showing off his skins so yeahh. It's okay oppa, just do whatever you like ^^
asdfghjklasdfghkjlk now i cannot wait for JULY! New songs new MVs and OMG MADE in MALAYSIAAAAA! Im gonna see my oppars very very soon!!!! :O Tak sabarnyaaaaaaaaaa!!! OMG feel like crying T.T Im gonna see them for real. Other VIPs maybe tak heran cuz they've saw them so many times but this is my VERY FIRST TIME and im SO FREAKING EXCITED!!!
So yeah, MADE 'M' series are here!! 'M' series? Haha well, BIGBANG is coming back and their concept this time, sama macam masa dorang baru2 debut dulu. Like keluarkan few singles album, then baru full album. So MADE will start 1/5, 1/6, 1/7, 1/8 and 1/9. Yes, new album each month!
Like for May, MADE 'M' series. Then June with MADE 'A' series. July MADE 'D' series. August with MADE 'E' series and finally, September they will release MADE full album. Each month they will release 2 new songs and the full album will contain 10 more new songs that means, 18 songs in total! Woop woop!!
So yeah, tadi Loser and BaeBae punya MV baru keluar! Check it out!! Here's LOSER
How was it? My first impression was, damn! Start2 je terus keluar suara my Tabi oppa T.T Awesome gilaaaa! His singing voice is just- urgh.
Im not quite sure what the song is about honestly but it's obviously SAD. About a loser, loner? Damn maaaaaan, Tabi's scene with that girl T.T But heyyy it made me laugh seriously! The fact that the girl is half naked and he was like fully clothed from top to bottom siap dgn gloves bagai! hahahaha. I know you're saving that sexiness for me, kan oppa? *smirk*
They're all so PERFECT laaaa in that MV. My Daesungieeee oppa tsk tsk sedih dia kena pukul. My poor heart. He looks so good tho! Then the maknae! Seungri why are you doing this to meeee?! Why are you soooo damn freaking handsome with that blonde hair?! That girl ditched him for other guy like seriously? Oh and did you notice the moment where Riri tried to kiss her and she refused? I really love that part! Looks so real! Cuz Seungri's face boleh nmpk he was really disappointed. Awww oppa im here xD
Taeyangieee oppa, tak payah cakap kot? Hot as usual. SWAG all over him goshh. Oh and I gotta credit him for his vocals too! Terbaik! He even co-produced this song with Teddy. *clapclap* And Jiyong, lol idk. GD just being GD. Like a lifeless guy? He was always like that in MVs lol.
But overall I just simply love it. Their acting are quite nice? Tabi's crying scene omo. He's an actor anyway *shrug*
Right, let's move to the next one shall we? Here's BAE BAE
Ahahahaha TOTALLY DIFFERENT from Loser right? hahaha. Especially TOP! So freaking crazy! Being his Bingu self. Bingu? Well yeah, we call him 'Bingu TOP' cuz of his craziness and weirdness. But cute. I know he act that way to entertain us. He can be very serious too :) So yeah, there's this someone commented on Tabi's IG saying something like 'the two MVs are so different and that she love TOP's craziness but are they (TOP from Loser and Baebae) even the same person?' Then TOP replied saying 'Oppa is an actor.' Haha indeed.
And again, SEUNGRI is seriously trying to kill me. SO effing HOT wehhh! Aishhh tak boleh jadi ni. Kesian GD nanti kena turun takhta. Kahkah. Daesung pun hot jugak. Even you can barely see his face, he's still hot! Dah bye.
Between the two songs? I don't think i can choose. Cuz I really love Loser but I kept playing BaeBae on my mind. Cemana tu? haha.
Can't wait for moreeeee! And wehhh nak tau tak? TOP ada bagi tau aku that he'll be coming with the others to visit me this 25th JULY! woop woop! Can't wait!!
Omg omg omg mesti korang pelik kan? Since when mira layan korean stuff ni?! Omg :O
Hahhaahhahahaha don't ask me sbb aku pun tak tau cemana boleh sangkut weyy. Arghhhh kalau nak tau, aku lah anti-korean paling tegar dulu. Like seriously. Tak sukaaaaaa gila nak mati. I'll be like "Ape yg korang suka sgt kpop tu? Muka semua dah lah sama, muka gay, pastu bukannya korang faham pun ape dorang cakap or nyanyi. What's the point?" and when Syakir kept using "Arasso" and "Annyeong" and stuff, I'll be like "Can you not? Aku tak suka dgr laa." Hahahaha kejam kan? Now look who's talking xD
But but but! There's a huge BUT! Aku hanya layan BIGBANG semata! Like BIGBANG and ONLY BIGBANG. That's for kpop laa. But sebenarnya it all started with The Return Of Superman! Awal sem 4 haritu, si Nisa bukak TROS kat studio, then Manda, Syakir, Syahmi and few others were so excited to watch it like they've been watching it for a long time. Bila dah reramai gitu, aku pun curious laa. Join dorang tengok from a corner haha. Kemain dorang gelak and aku pun was like menda yang lawak sangat? Then I was like "Cerita apa ni?" Then sape tah yg semangat terang kat aku TROS tu show apa.
It turns out to be a show about kids and babies. Habis laaa haha cuz I am a fan of babies reality shows. Sebelum ni pun aku suka tengok Kate Plus 8 where this mom jaga her twins and sextuplets. Lebih kurang mcm TROS laa jugak. Suka sangat. That's why kot aku boleh tersangkut ngan superman. From there, aku terus copy all episodes from Nisa and started watching it one by one. From episode 1 and now im at ep 51. Jauh dah perjalanan. And that was like the only variety show yang aku layan. Runningman pun mana ada aku layan. Tengok episode yang ade BIGBANG je haha.
Okay, BIGBANG ape cerita pulak? Cemana boleh sangkut? Well, you can blame HARU for that! As you may know, Haru kan suka gila kat GD oppa dia tu, so bila tengok episode yang dia got to meet BIGBANG and when she was so shy with GD, aku tertarik gila. But not to the whole band yet. Just GD. Oh elok2 time tu, 'Good Boy' baru keluar. Lily yang kenalkan aku dgn lagu tu. Aku layan tu je dulu. I then downloaded 'Crooked' by GD cuz I love that song like crazy and replay banyak kali smpai hafal chorus dia lol. Then not long after that, aku start tengok video2 BIGBANG. All their Live performance and stuff.
Wait, seanti-anti aku ni, aku tau laaa BIGBANG tu sape haha. They're so BIG and famous kottt. Sape tak kenal. Cuma, oh yes. Back then, aku hanya kenal Taeyang because of Shern. She was all about Taeyang once upon a time. She showed me 'Wedding Dress' and from there aku 'suka' Taeyang. Suka cmtu je laa. Like kisah tak kisah je. Taeyang je tau. I don't really give a damn about the others that time. Like everytime keluar MV dorang kat TV, I will only lay my eyes on Taeyang hahaha. I do know all of their names sbb masa Form 5, Joey dah start jadi die hard VIP while I was a die hard Directioners lol. Like I said, I know their names but I didn't quite know who is who. I do know ada Taeyang, GD, SeungRi, TOP and Daesung. Tapi tak kenal pun sape and how they look like sbb aku mmg tak reti beza. SAMA gila kot! Taeyang je lain hahaha.
Well, tu cerita dulu. Now back to reality. Time aku tengah rajin layan video2 BIGBANG, dah lelama tu, mustahil la kalau tak sangkut en. This one feeling started to develop in me and rasa BIGBANG ni best gila and talented gila. Then I started to study more about them. Baca Wiki and got to know each member and their status and what they do semua tu laaa. Banyak jugak laa aku dapat tau. As BIGBANG themselves, dorang dah successful gila, as individual pun dorang successful jugak. Each one of them have their own SOLO CAREER and semua quite hebat to be honest. So aku pun download laa semua lagu2 lama dorang. Why lama-lama? Well sbb BIGBANG dah lamaaa tak keluar album. THREE YEARS wey! Three years dorang tak active as BIGBANG. Musically laaa. Sbb sepanjang 3 tahun tu, memasing busy dgn career memasing. Taeyang GD Daesung SeungRi busy dgn their musical stuff and TOP busy filming his movie. But they still perform together. Siap ade BIGBANG Japan Dome Tour. Tu pun semua lagu lama. Like dorang dah lama tak keluar lagu baru but this year, they're expected to do a COMEBACK! woop woop! Excited! haha.
Idk, but I think Im lucky sbb everytime I started to fangirl over certain celebs, they're always up to something like haritu pun, time suka MJ balik, his new album was released And now, BIGBANG nak buat comeback. That simply means that I will have something new to fangirl about. Haha.
So yeah, who is my 'Louis' in BIGBANG? hehe. Well, I gotta admit that imma Tabi's girl :D TOP all the way! Hahahaha. Pening tau nak pilih! Pernah ada dilemma dulu whether nak pilih Taeyang, GD or TOP. Taeyang sbb dah lama sukaaa. GD sbb he's so cool and lagu dia best. Then TOP? Lol. I first fell in love with him masa tengok 'Love Song' punya performance.
He was the first to sing the intro with his freaking deep voice and I just can't. And his stares too! So charismatic and matang gila kot! Mmg taste aku omg. (But TOP nmpk je macho and matang gitu. If you watch that video till the end, you'll know haha.) I was so serious kot fikir nak pilih sapa. Smpai one day when aku bagitau Manda "Wey... aku tak tau laaa.... Nak pilih Taeyang ke GD ke TOP..." and she was like "Ya Allah, kau ni. Aku igt kau stress fikir masalah negara ke Studio ke apa." Hahaha yes. Smpai mcm tu sekali. And setelah beberapa pertimbangan dibuat, I chose my Choi SeungHyun ♥ I chose him because of few factors. Takkan nak cerita kat sini? Kang smpai besok tak habis haha.
So yeah, basically that's how it all started and korang tau je lahh, once aku dah suka, aku mmg suka gila gila gila! Like sikit banyak, after watching Superman and all BIGBANG's video, Im kinda attached to korean cultures. I started to use Korean phrases with bebudak kat studio and Im hella sure dorang annoyed dgn aku hahaha. Then aku tetiba suka korean food and all korean lah senang cerita. What about 1D then? Haha, well I still love them... it's just that, my 'current' obsession is BIGBANG.
My friends semua terkejut kot. Like they can't accept the fact that im into kPop but I assured them I only like BIGBANG and that's it. Soniaa smpai "Mira, NO! Just stick to One Direction and MJ." LOL. Aku sendiri pun tak sangka, apa tah lagi dorang en? haha. Pape je laaaa. Dah terjebak dah pun. Nak buat guane :3
Gaaaaaahhhhhhhhh ! Love never felt so good but this new stuff is soooooooo freaking good ! :D
Xscape is just so damn awesome ! Okay , before you get confuse or shiz , Xscape is a BRAND NEW ALBUM of the King Of Pop ! "But I thought he's dead?" Psshhhhhh it's a Posthumous Album dumbo -.-' It includes a number of UNRELEASED songs by Michael himself . Then there's a few producers who 'contemporarize' (lol is that even a real word?) those songs so that it'll be up-to-date . Like the one up there , it was originally recorded by Michael as a demo in 1983 . That's why it has the 'Off The Wall' kind of grooves ;) Then for the Xscape album , Justin Timberlake decided to contribute his voice and make a duet with Michael for that particular song . But they also includes all the original versions in the deluxe album tho .
The originals are way better , no doubt . But the Xscape versions are good too ! :D It's like a perfect timing for me y'know ? Cuz I came back to fangirl over him then a new album decided to come out ! How cool is that ? haha . It feels great to hear his voice again , honestly . I wish I could listen to all of his unreleased songs which im sure is a lot ! If only . . . hmmmm . .
Anyway , you wanna know something ? The man behind this album , LA Reid said that the reason he decided to produce Xscape is because Michael once tapped him on the shoulder and said "Would you just do me one small favor to remind people that I'm the greatest?" Well yeah , that's why . Im kinda touched with those words because people would never forget the fact that he's the best . Even til this very moment . I mean , Xscape is #1 in 17 countries man ! He'd be so proud :')
Moonwalkers are very lucky cuz Michael left us with all of his unreleased and untouched songs . Even when he's gone , we still get new stuff coming . It's like he never really left . Well , some of them don't like this whole Xscape idea cuz they think it's not what Michael would do but whatever . I heard the album and Im loving it . If you're not listening , then that's your freaking problem . You're missing big time here . lol
Heh . Well as you know , Im in my sem break right now . You don't ? Well you do now . lol
So I've been spending these few early days fangirling over the King Of Pop . Who ? Michael Jackson . Duhh ~ -.-' So yeahh . Earlier today I just added 37 more of his songs into my collection and Im loving it ! ^.^' haha . Then later I re-watched This Is It . Im not sure if you know what it is but it's kind of a 'concert' documentary just like 'Never Say Never' and 'Believe' by Justin Bieber and 'This Is Us' by the One Direction boys .
If you haven't watch any of it , then your life SUCKS . Im being honest here because it's super AWESOME okay ? It's the only chance to experience their concert . But This Is It is a special case tho . It just show some footage from rehearsals since Michael didn't get to perform for his come back . He breathed for the last time just 8 days before he fly to London for the full-dressed rehearsals . Very sad right ? Super sad :/ But yeah , I don't want to talk about the movie tho . If you wanna know more , you just have to go and watch it yourself .
Well . . . If you are aware enough , the world is dying . I mean , the earth is somehow sick . With the global warming , the unstable weather , the pollution all around the world and stuff like that . Very very sad, alright . You ask me why ? Ha . Because of US of course ! It's all our fault . Ours ! From the biggest thing like demolishing the forest without control for development to the smallest thing like littering DO affect the world now today . Don't doubt that okay . I know you did throw your sweets' wrappers or your tissues everywhere but the dustbin . So you're one of them who's responsible for the hot weather ! Even myself , I admit . But at least Im teaching my family and I to not litter and throwing trash out of the car's window .
And the saddest thing is . . . MJ's gone . Why I said so ? Because he's the ONLY artist who would write songs and sing about the nature, how to make the world a better place, how to make a change and how to love each other . Not just about loving him or loving her like artists nowadays would . So since he's gone , there's no one else would do all that stuff anymore . No one will ever open up our eyes and make us realize about the problems we're making through music . He has a huge influence on the world you see , so it's kind of important for him to make a change .
Plus , he really do love the planet . He loved nature , animals , everything . His songs such as Heal The World , Earth Song , We Are The World and They Don't Care About Us really have a BIG meaning . You just gotta feel it . I don't know if you've seen this . But you won't die if you do tho . Just please watch it ? For the future . For us .
So . . . any difference now ? Do you feel guilty ? Anything ? You do ? Good . Now we can start to make a change . Let's start with ourselves :')
Oh , this was something that Michael said in This Is It . . He really got the point tho .
Love him for that , and love him for him too , of course ! I miss him a lot maaaaan :'(
Ummm . . . Those are from 'They Don't Care About Us' video . I . . . I found him VERY EXTREMELY SUPERIOUSLYHOT in it ! kbye
Woahh , lama gilaaa aku tak buat special entry ! Almost a year weyy . haha . Sorry laaa . I takde masa uolls . Tapi sekarang ade banyaaaak masa . So im gonna do one today . Hehe .
Who's the lucky person ? Well , of course korang dah tau cuz jelas2 kat title tu . haha .
Michael Joseph Jackson . The King Of Pop ! Sape tak kenal weyyy ? Omg teruk lah kalau tak kenal -.-' But bebudak lepas ni mesti dah tak kenal cuz he's gone now . For almost 5 years . 5 FREAKING years ?! cepat nya T.T
He's a LEGEND wey ! A true legend . He'll be remembered for his musics and stuff he did . Well yeah , im in the mood of 'Michael Jackson' right now . Masa final haritu tetiba g iTunes then search about him and dengar his songs . Preview je . Tak puas langsung . Lepastu aku tak sabar nak balik because there's a folder of him kat netbook aku kat rumah . Mmg penuh dgn lagu dia . Haha .
What ? Pelik ? Tak langsung . Aku mmg kumpul lagu2 dia dulu . Well , masa awal2 'kematian' dia around 2009, 2010 like that . Used to be obsessed . I know quite a lot bout him and his life and everything . hihi . Hari2 dengar lagu dia , tengok performance dia kat youtube . Semua lah . haha . From there , bermulalah kerjaya aku as a fangirl . lol . After a while , beralih ke JB pulak . The 'Prince Of Pop' . Hihi . And now , the 1D boys . Penat jugak sbnrnya . But it makes me happy . So let me be .
Michael was a great great great performer . He was so energetic and he loved music a lot . Lagipun he was a music genius ! Talented gilaa . Well , dengar sendiri lah lagu2 dia . Semua best . He sang the songs with his heart . Lepastu , lagu dia semua ade meaning . He sang to deliver . For example , banyak lagu dia that telling us to change the world . Like prevent all the pollution and stuff . Then , love each other bagai . Mmg banyak lah massage that he tried to tell us . And now , usaha tu diteruskan oleh anak perempuan dia , Paris Jackson . She did the same thing .
I missed him a lot to be honest . Even sekarang ni pun aku tengah dengar lagu2 dia . Playing his playlist over and over again :/ Oh , semalam aku ade tengok this documentary about how he died . Well , tak plan pun nak tengok . Dah lah kat phone . But it was worth it tho . Discovered a few stuff . Oh , he died because of excessive use of 'drug' . Kesian sangat . I mean , he took all the drugs to help himself . C'mon lah . He was 50 when he died . And masa tu tengah busy rehearsal for his 'come back' tour . I bet dia penat sangat . He suffered insomnia and he had to take drugs to help him sleep . He was with his personal doctor that time . But the doctor was accused for killing the king of pop . Well , case tu dah settle pun . Mmg Dr Conrad Murray tu bersalah because dia bagi MJ guna those 'drugs' but takde penyeliaan yang penuh . Dalam mansion tu takde langsung machine for medical's purpose . So , he was jailed for 4 years .
But yeah , MJ did faced a lot of problems . He tried to hide it from public . Mmg kita tak tau ape yang berlaku dlm hidup dia pun en . Only god knows .
Well , that's it i guess . I really hope that his legacy will live forever . All his signature gestures and dances . The moonwalk ! I still failed . haha .
Terkejut tak sbb ade post baru ? hahaha , igtkan kena tunggu dua tiga bulan baru ade updates but entahlaaaa , aku tetiba bersemangat nak kembali berblog . Lagi2 cuti dah nak dekat kan hewhew :>
Right , so ini semalam punya cerita . Tell you what , it's one of the best day in my life . The whole day weyy ! hehe . Why ??
First , pagi tu ade exam . Heh . Exam pun best ke ? :3 lol no . Mmg lah exam tak best . Tapi exam jadi best bila kita boleh jawab paper tu . hihihi . Mana taknyaaaa , lecturer ade bagi spot kot . And guess what ? Dlm banyak2 soalan spot yang aku pernah dpt sepanjang aku jadi students dari dulu , ni lah first time spot yang menjadi . Sebelum ni aku tak pernah percaya spot2 ni and aku lebih secure kalau baca semua . But heyy , TITAS ni pun aku khatam satu buku okayyy .
Sbnrnya paper start at 2:30pm . Tapi aku ngan manda gerak kul 11 konon nak g amik voucher buku . But first kitaorg singgah blok V , g tengok markah studio kat bilik Madam Mareeam :3 Takde sape suruh pun but terdetik hati nak pergi check . And nasib baik dah ade . Terpampang depan bilik mdm tu . And alhamdulillah for what I've got . Tak expect pun , honestly . Sbb mula2 sem dulu aku dah mcm "My studio's gonna be bad this time" . But it turns out quite surprising . Tapi orang lain pun not bad ! WAYYYYYYY BETTER than last sem which is quite sad lah bila terigt balik sem lepas punya -.-' Then sem depan tak tau lah guane . Dah lah dpt Miss E ngan Puan Intan . Die die die .
So anyway , lepas dah check markah tu , kitaorg teruskanlah misi untuk amik voucher buku kat blok akademik . But guess whaaaaaat ? Betul syakir cakap , mmg RAMAI gila org beratur sbb first day exam . So kitaorg beratur je lah . heh . MMG TAK AH wey aku nak beratur -.-' Kitaorg terus gerak PSZ konon nak study . Dan dan pulak penuh PSZ tu aduhh . Bila exam je lah penuh punn . Kalau tak , krik krik je dlm tu -.-' Disebabkan penuh dan sesak , manda ajak lepak studio . Studio kan kitaorg punyaaaa hewhew :> So masuk2 tu terus on semua aircond bhahaha . But damn , electric tendang . Habis shot . Panas gilaaaa mak aihh . Bila nak on suiz kat main box dia tu , masing2 tak tau . Tu lah , sblm ni tak pernah bukak . Orang lain yang pergi . Padan mukaa -.-' Terpaksalah call orang lain tanya hahaha . Nasib baik boleh . Kalau tak , mati kepanasan dlm tu . Did nothing pun kat studio tu hahahhaha . Bercakap je byk . Revise nye sikit je lol .
So lepas solat terus gerak g PSZ tingkat 4 . This sem , semua paper kitaorg kat sana . Dewan exam kecikk . Hehe . So yeahh , like I said , soalan tak susah pun . Ade satu tu jeeeeeee yg mmg blank taktau nak jawab ape . Hentam habis . haha . tapi yg lain okay lah . And you know what ? Aku yg tak pernah2 keluar awal time exam , keluar awal . Haha rasa bersalah jugak sbnrnyaa . Tapi tapi tapi , keluar bukan sesaje . Kitaorg keluar awal sbb nak g amik voucher tu laaa . Nasib baik office tu bukak lagi . And nasib baik jugak tak ramai sgt orang :3 And yesss , aku dah dapat voucher buku RM250 ! Tak sabar nak shopping hihi :D
So sampai ksj pun dah around 4:45pm . Lepastu kaaaaan , pukul 6 main bola dgn bebudak kelas . Main monyettt sbnrnya ! Kitaorg main kat parking lot sebelah padang . Haritu pun dorang pernah main sekali . Tapi tak ramai time tu sbb study week kaaan , ramai yg takde termasuk aku hehe . So yeahhh , semalam ramai jugak lah yg turun . Ade few people je yg tak turun :/ Tapi mmg best ah . Main rebut2 bola , gelak2 kan org and main acah2 . Seru banget deh ! Kitaorg stop main before maghrib . Even main monyet je pun , penat weyy ! Penat tapi best . hihi :>
Right , igtkan malam tu boleh rest lah kan . But no . Amanda semangat gila nak g karok . OMG i know right , budak ni mana pernah penat . haha . So then dia pergi ajak semua budak perempuan kelas . I thought dorang penat but it turns out ramai jugak lah yg nk join . Ramai tak ramai lah , bebudak yg main bola tadi jugak yg pergi . Aku , Manda , Lily , Elina , Elika , Qey and Nisa . 7 orang tu kira ramai lah kan ? hahaha . Pape je lah . So yeahh , kitaorg gerak g wangsa walk je . Naik bas . OMG , time kitaorg nak g kat gate luar tu , dan dan bas berhenti . Lari macam orang gila masing2 . hahahahaha . teruk . Lepas tu , dlm bas sempat berselfie tauuu . lol .
Sesampai je , keluar duit lu then g book bilik . Kitaorg karok kat superstar . Wuwuwuwuwuwu . haha . The room was quite big . Takde lah besar mana but selesa laaaaah utk 7 org . Masuk2 tu semua menjerit ke'excited'an omg . hahaha . Perempuan kan , biasa lah tuuu . hewhew . Kitaorg karok 2 jam . from 9 something to 11 something . Main nyanyi je lagu yg org pilih . Nyanyi sesamaaaaa . Lagu yg kena tarik paling best sbb dapat menjerit . Haha . Puas gila doh . Byk jugak lah lagu . And and and ade lagu my boys jugakkk ! Best song ever and one thing ! tah sape yg pilih haha . pastu ade lagu jiwang which mmg wajib ade lagu jiwang kalau g karok . Tak karok lah kalau tak jiwang ! haha . Oh oh oh ! Paling tak boleh blahhhh is kitaorg siap boleh buat XI SHUA SHUA dance dlm tuuuu ! hahahahahaha ! Ade pulak lagu tu en . Sumpah best ! Rasa tak puas pun ade sbb 2 hours is not enough for 7 people ! haha .
Tapi mmg seronok gila ah cite dia ! Kitaorg balik naik teksi . Smpai ksj around 11:45pm . Lagi 15 minit je sblm curfew . haha nasib baik sempat . So yes , mmg semalam is one of the best day ever ! Aku serious happy and sayang gila dgn dorang . Ukhwah yang kitaorg bina ni lain drpd yg lain . I've never had this kind of friendship before . Serious tak tipu . Sumpah dah macam adik beradik :')
lapaaaaaaar
Ni cerita dia baru habis satu paper tau . S A T U . HAHAHAHA xD
I stayed up till it came out, did you know that ? Imma true directioner you see . haha .
Sumpah tak sabar bila tgok teaser . It's like something different . The boys disguised and became a different character . There's Louis as Jonny , Niall as Harvey , Liam as Leeroy , Harry as Marcel , and Zayn as Veronica ! hahaha . he's so damn funny ! And honestly , they're all a good actors :D
And bout the video , i think ITS THE BEST VIDEO EVER ! haha . There's so many feelings combined together when i watched it . Semua ada . terharu , happy , kelakar , sedih semua ada . smpai tak tau nak rasa apa dah .
Nak tau tak ? ade directioner lain yg interpret lagu and video ni like , the boys is telling us that no matter what the management or other people ask them to do , they would always , ALWAYS be themselves . And mainly saying that this song is about us , directioners . T.T god, too many feels .
Oh oh oh ! Aku suka gilaaaaaaaaaaa part dorang dance tu ! Especially Louis ! He would always dance with passion ! The way he danced . . . urghhh he needs to stop that . It's killing me . Actually , semua dance tu , combination of dance move from previous music videos . Like the row , the joe , inbetweener dance , hip thrust , then ade Louis' signature dance move which is the 'where are we going' and 'stop the traffic, let em through' dance . I love those moves .
And nerdy Marcel is just super duper attractive ! whyyy harry whyyyy ? Even in that kind of character , he still looks so freaking hot . it doesn't make any sense ! lol . Then Leeroy is just so adorable ! hahaha . I love the way he tells Liam to stay where he is cuz "you are Perrr - fect" . hahahaha sumpah comel ! Next , Zayn ! I mean , VERONICA ! bahahahahaha . so freaking funny ! All 'her' gestures and dance move , it's killing me with laughter xD Niall is just so cute and adorable as always :') I love all the 'Nouis' moments .
Oh wait ! Did I mention Louis' solos ?! god , even just a freaking few lines , his voice is torturing me ! that husky soft voice . . urgh ! and during his solos in the MV , it's perfect . PURE PERFECTION ! done .
I can't wait for their movie ! This Is Us . coming next month , hopefully . I just wanna say that , i love the boys so much .
Those words kinda killed me inside . Like seriously . Rasa mcm dah lama gila tak bukak lagu Justin through my laptop . Umm . . yeah . . lately , aku selalu bukak One Direction punya playlist .
Then hari ni hati aku terbuka to open his playlist . And when this song came on , it shot me right in my face ! T.T
I know , kebelakangan ni aku lebihkan One Direction . You can really see it . This month , 99% post aku pasal 1D . I dont know . . I feel so stupid . . . So guilty . . . So unfaithful . . :'(
Dude ! I used to be the BIGGEST BELIEBER everrrrrrr ! I mean like , people in my class call me Mrs Bieber . They know me well for JUSTIN BIEBER ! But now . . ? I don't even care about him , really . Okay pause right there . It's not that i don't care at all . I do . But I felt like I left him for the lads . Louis Liam Niall Harry and Zayn . I felt sooo bad , man . I really do :'/
Where's the enthusiastic belieber in me now ? Like seriously ?! Where is it ? I miss it ! I want those old feelings I felt whenever someone said his name . I want it back ! How can it be gone ? How come ?! And that song up there is like perfect for me . Like he's been begging me to fangirl over him again , like I used to . And it's heartbreaking to me that I don't even do it over him anymore now :'(
I love him . I really do . But it's just not the same now . I mean , he's totally 360 degree a different person . HE IS STILL OUR KIDRAUHL but you know , he grew up . HOTTER than ever . But that's not the Justin I fell for . I really really really really do miss the old him . The one that I fell for the very first time . The one who sang BABY , and people LAUGHED at him . But not me , obviously . First time I listened to BABY , that was the moment everything started to changed . He was like the WORLD to me . He means everything ! I support him for his talent . I freaking love his voice especially when he 'waved' it . you know what i mean ? I love him for that .
But there's one thing I didn't feel bout him like I feel for the lads . Especially , Louis . The feeling of 'owning' him . Like , wanna make him 'MINE' so badly . I'll smile and love it when people said Justin Bieber . Im happy cuz y'know , we share him . But when someone mentioned One Direction or specifically , Louis Tomlinson , I got fired up . Jealousy that is -.-' Im AWARE that he won't even notice me , but yeah whatever . That's the difference though . Hmmmph . .
Let's just enjoy this fangirling thing while it last , yeah ? Cuz Im very sure it'll be gone one day . But I hope not ! lol .
I still LOVE MY JUSTIN BIEBER ! And LOVING MY ONE DIRECTION BOYS every second :')
Why have only ONE when i can have all SIX of them ? ;) hehe
*If you're using headphone , just wanna warn you that you'll suffer a bleeding ear due to screaming fans :p
I just . . . urghh . . That's basically my FAVOURITE performance of the boys . Seriously . It's beyond perfection !
All of them have their solos . I mean , even it's not their originals but we can clearly hear their voices . Each one of them . And it's beautiful .
Especially LOUIS' . Can't get enough of his voice :') It's very soothing . Yeah , it's husky but that's what i love bout his voice . Why don't chu come on over , vaLOUIS ? hehe .
And BAM ! When Liam started to sing TORN , it tore me apart . Emo gila whenever dorang nyanyi torn . I mean , that's the first song the boys sang together ! Emo aaah ! Best pulak tu dorang nyanyi . Even better than the original .
So for conclusion , hypothesis is accepted . This is my favourite performance of them . HAHA xD
Penat gila wey , baru balik concert 1D . Bhahaha . Haritu Up All Night . This time aku g Take Me Home pulak . Hahaha .
Now you know what I mean ? Sedih kaaaaaaaan ? Tgok kat youtube je . haha . Nasib internet laju . kihkihkih .
Anyway , I ENJOYED IT ! Feels like im there :') Urgghhh bila lah benda tu jadi realiti kan ? Hopefully soon :D I can't wait to see them ! Omg the feels . Hehe .
Lama jugak doh concert dorang ni . Almost 2 hours . Justin punya hari tu tak smpai 1 jam kot ? not sure . tapi rasa sekejap gila . Maybe cuz im having a good time :)
And yeah , org yg record ni dpt FRONT ROW and the lads kind of interact with her . And she can act normal ! How's that even possible ?! Kalau aku , dah kena histeria kot . LOL . benda betul .
Korang mesti fikir "Budak ni dah takde kerja lain ke?" kan kaaan kaaaaan ?
Well , obviously no . This is currently my life . Bangun , do some house chores , then tak tau nk buat ape dah . Nak tgok tv , semua cerita bosan . From there , aku on twitter . Tweet benda merepek . LOL . Then singgah Instagram . Memandangkan aku byk follow directioner's punya instagram , mmg penuh ah timeline ngan gmbar boyfriend2 wa . haha . Dah bosan , bukak twitter balik . Scroll scroll scroll . Then g bukak this one app called 'virtual family' . Uruskan family aku tu jap . . then bukak One Direction World for any news . Then , aku g wattpad pulak . But usually wattpad aku bukak malam . bedtime story lah katakan . But I'll end up tido pukul satu dua pagi cuz i can't stop reading those awesome fanfics ! hehe . And for time like this , mood nak g youtube . That's why i ended up g concert ni . haha .
You see , tons of free times like this allowed me to FANGIRL gila gila punya ! And one direction lah tumpuannya . There's nothing else i can do -.-' Hari hari tu je lah routine aku .
Nanti time belajar jadi gila kot cuz takde freetime nak fangirling . haha . tah lah . Hope i'll be fine xD
Few days before , the lads tweeted that there'll be a huge announcement . Dorang tweet tu hari Ahad kot . So we were counting down the days smpai hari ni . Obviously aku excited gila baboon ! Excited + nervous + happy + curious . Semua benda lah . But aku mmg tak expect apa2 . I mean , aku takdelah teka what it'll be .
But today , kul 7 lebih tadi , aku dah excited gila tunggu ape yg besar sgt tu . Tgok2 , they're gonna do MORE tour in 2014 ! This time , STADIUM TOUR ! Which is massive ! hehe . Tahun depan tu babe ! Tahun depan punya tour dah announce tahun ni ! Tahun ni punya Take Me Home tour pun tak habis lagi , dah prepare for the next album's tour that's not even out yet . Gila gempak . haha . Im proud oh my boys ! So , it's called 'WHERE WE ARE' tour ! That means , their new album that's coming out the end of this year gonna be called Where We Are ! weeeeeeeeeee ~ New songs coming ! Can't wait :D
So yeahhhh , dorang baru announced few dates . For UK , Ireland and Latin America . Directioners lain semua dah gelabah like "Our country is not in the list" kind of shit . Well , memula aku pun bengang . I mean , kenapa sikit sangat dates ?! Rupa-rupanya , dorang tak announce habis . It looks like they're gonna make us wait . . . again -.-' Niall said the other dates will be announced over the year ! like urgh , kena tunggu lagi -.-'
Im praying MALAYSIA will be one of their stop ! Like seriously , Justin Bieber , FIRST TOUR je dah smpai Malaysia , which I went :p Ni , One Direction , nak masuk THIRD TOUR still tak confirm datang ke tak :'( YOU BOYS BETTER COME , I TELL YOU ! IT'S AN ORDER YOU PEASANTS ! haha .
Kalau dorang confirm datang pun , macam aku boleh pergi je :'( haihh , we won't know our future kan ? Go with the flow je lah .
Ohmygod , he's so freaking effing HOT ! and sexayyy and cute and adorable and everything ! ohh , and he plays PIANO ! I just cant . . urgh he's perfect .
Just look at the way he plays the piano . His face was all like focusing n stuff . His fingers is perfect . Moving here and there . And hell yeah ! He plays it PERFECTLY ! Beautiful sound . I mean , it can be the background music for my imaginations with him . lolololol .
Oh , for you guys who didn't know , he didn't actaully know how to play piano . He only knows how to play a few songs including this one because he memorized it . haha . But still ! I can live with him playing this again and again :p There's this one video containing the same bits like the one up there but was repeated for like 10 minutes . I went through the ten minutes of it and it's just perfect :')
Eleanor is the luckiest girl on earth to have him as her boyfriend . Like , he's PERFECT ! I've told you so many times . I wish i was her . I wanna be in her place so bad ! lol . well yeah , I AM JEALOUS ! but in a good way . I dont hate her . In fact , i LOVE her ! She's pretty and all . And they're so cute together . Imma ELOUNOR shipper :'D
Yo peeps ! Bieber is back ! Well , he's always there but yeahh , he's kinda gone in my blog . But he's back ! No worry :p
So yeahhhh ! Justin is featured in will.i.am's new song ! :D The song up there obviously -.-' That Power ! haha . Im kinda addicted to it right now . Well , which bieber's song yg aku tak addicted kaaan ? hehe .
No seriously , beat dia mmg layan gila . Pstu dengan suara dia yg hot sentap tu . pergh perfect :p Even dia nyanyi benda ulang2 , but still best :D Will.i.am punya parts pun not bad . But honestly , as a belieber , aku anggap lagu ni lagu Justin . Bukan lagu will . haha xD Who cares :p
Oh my god , i just love this cover ! Honestly , im addicted to this song at the moment . hehe .
Im just a teenage dirtbag baby ~
Some people might said that One Direction ruined this song . But heyyyyy , i don't even know this song until they cover it . haha xD Im gonna consider this song as theirs . muhehehehe :p
C'mon ! They cover it PERFECTLY ! Especially LOUIS ! hehe . his voice gives me sparks whenever i hear 'em ;) And Liam too ! Oh myyy , that high pitch is so freaking beautiful ! I love Louis' and Liam's part the most . It's awesome . But overall , they did a good job as a band ! They play their parts ;D
I think they HAVE to record this song in the studio without those screaming fans . Don't you ?
ehem , headphones huh ? Well for me , that thing is freaking important . You know why ? Because i love to blast music in my ears . No kidding .
Selalunya aku akan guna abg punya . Red Beats . Mmg awesome lah . But then , aku terfikir nk ada sendiri punya . Ye lah , memandangkan nnti aku nk g U bagai , takkan nk bawak abg punya pulak en ? Alang2 dh kerja ade duit , aku pergi beli ni .
PURPLE BEATS ! woots ! It's in my wish list ! hehe . Of course lah local . gila nk beli ori ? RM400 lebih kot ! yg ni aku beli 70 hengget je . wait , not JE . Mahal okeyyy .
And guess what ? Hari ni aku beli , esoknya dh rosak ! Like wtf ? Abg aku g sentap wire benda ni . dah lah wire tu halus nk mampuih . And yeah , i cried . Gila lah , paid RM70 to get a broken headphone ? mmg tak ah !
Lepas tu ayah aku g repair . Boleh lah dgr lagi . Tgah sedap2 dengar , aku nk bukak headphone tu , tersentap lagi . MAJOR SHIT . perasan tak dua wire from both sides of headphone tu ? bila kita letak kat leher , then nk letak kat kepala balik , mesti kena angkat en ? well , that freaking wire was like menghalang n terstuck n tercabut lah bhgn dalam tu . sebelah je boleh dgr -.-' bengong .
Aku dh phobia nk beli headphone . Kena pandai pilih . Then this one night pergi makan kat Lokas Makana . Ade lah gerai2 kecik . Jual gadget n stuff . Aku ternmpk lah headphone2 yg cool . Aku nmpk beats , mcm nk beli . but then aku tgok wire dia , halus n on both sides . TAKNAK . dah serik weyyy . So aku tanya lah , yg tebal sikit takde ke ? Dia ckp ade n he let me try . It's not beats . But hey , wire dia detachable kot ! haha . cool . AND ITS PURPLE ! weeeee ~
Yeah , my dad bought it for me . RM45 je . now boleh JE . hehe . He bought for himself too ! The wuality is quite awesome ! boleh tahan lah . selesa pun selesa . Yang lama punya tu , sakit telinga pakai . tak syok langsung . Aku mmg tak suka pun . hehe xD
Aku harap baby baru ni tahan lama . Cuz im loving it !
Perfect , adorable , funny , cute , cheecky , hot , everything . Omg . Been waiting for this quite long . Bila dah released , pergghhhh . AWESOME !
The song itself dah best gila . It's a cover of blondie . To be honest , 1D's version is wayyyyyyy better . Tambah ngan video yg sempoi . Mmg terbaikkk ah . Lagipun benda ni for charity . Bagus lah . Hmm .
Louis is so handsome n flawless in this . Well , he is all the time ! hehe xD Then zayn mcm biasa , hot . Liam , hmmmmm . . can see the other side of him . Harry kelakar n comel je . Nialler . Muka serious blur tapi comel semua scene dia . Mcm bebudak .
Ohh ! and i love that dance depan someone's house tu . Louis did it with a passion . cool gila . He's a good dancer though .
Aku tak tau nk cakap ape lagi . haha . Word can't explain my feelings :p
"The cirlce will never end , just know that we'll meet again ."
I found that when i was on youtube earlier . Guess what ?
Bila dgr n hayati lagu tu , aku tetiba teringat kat seseorang . . it's you , Shirah .
"True friends stab you in the front"
Oh god , i miss her so effing much . How can i not miss her ? After 2 years of seeing each other for like every single day at school , n now we have no more school . Dah lama gila tak jumpa . A month maybe ? LOL , baru a month dah rindu . acano ni ? bwk dia masuk poket . eh , tak muat . HAHA xD
I admit , mmg baru2 ni aku bengang gila ngan minah sorang ni . Malas lah nk cerita balik . buat sakit hati jeeeee . Tapi , yg buat aku sakit hati ni lah yg paling aku sayang . Sakit tu sekejap je . Lama2 dia hilang jugak . Benda kecik je pun . Aku yg emo lebih . Aku , takkan tak kenal ? Mmg agak baran :p hehe . But seriously , ape yg dia buat tu pun tak patut sbnrnyaaa . Dah laaah , tak mau marah2 dah .
So , dah 2 minggu lebih aku tak contact dia just because of that incident . Eh , dia pun tak contact aku okeeeyy ? Blerghh- Alaaaah , lagipun dua2 busy . cari makan lah katakaan :p haha .
Pssstttttttttt ! Aku tau kau baca ni . takyah nk senyum2 sgt laaah . Baik kau contact aku cepat . LOL .