errr , korang mesti pernah buat oral test kann ? tipu lah kalau tak pernah . every year wajib buat -.-' biasalah , u'll be speaking in front of the class n teacher . But , pernah tak buat depan PENTAKSIR ? guess what ? aku terpilih tadi -.-'
Seriously , aku mmg tak nak buat . ever since my english teacher said that some of us will be chosen , i was like , please , not me . tapi tak terluah . n hasilnya , terpilih . maybe some of you will think that 'ehh , best ape !" best lah sgt -.-'
Bila cikgu dah panggil , aku mmg nervous tak henti2 . seram okey . bila dah masuk bilik tu , lagi lahhh . bertambah2 . but i try to act normal . before that , aku nmpk Mr Tun n asked him "Sir , why me ?" he said "why you ? ey , you got the highest mark okey" . grrrrrrrr .
After isi borang bagai , that pentaksir nk start . i was the FIRST to be called . mmg tak ah en -.-' dah lah tak prepare . takde idea langsung . i talked crap . but Alhamdulillah , takde tergagap gagap . just that , byk stop sbb tak tau nk cakap pasal ape . when she said done , aku lega gila kott . phewww .
I knew i didn't do well . masa nk amik gmbr kelas tadi , sir came to me said that i disappoint him :'/ he said that i can speak but my confidence was very very low . as i said , I WAS NERVOUS . how can i talked confidently when im nervous ?
Infact , that was my FIRST time ever being in that situation . im not used to it . Mira n Joey did very well because they've been in that situation before . not to condenmed , they're very good . but , its different . Plus , i was the first one to be called . i have not enough time to at least think what i was supposed to talk about .
Okey okey . i know it's my fault . To be a good student , i can't blame stuff upon what happened kan . so , im just gonna accept it n make as an experience . cool doh . macam interview pun ada . so , aku dah ade sikit pengalaman tu . hehe xD
love,miera
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